You know those days where you woke up that morning completely happy because you had absolutely no school/work/commitments that you had to attend, and then through the day little things add up to result in you tossing and turning in your bed later that night??
Oh yeah, I'm there.
It's crazy how one piece of news can send your whole to awry. I heard one bit of information I wasn't pleased about, and all of the sudden I'm driving home with my sweet [poor] hubby as I vent about all of these crazy little things. The worst part- I have no control over most of them.
I'm sure we've all been at our blog at one in the morning talking about this feeling.
Thanks to Daylight Savings, my body tells me it's only midnight.
The silly one (yes, I know it's silly and I'm NOT looking for compliments or encouragement, etc.) has to do with Pickleville. I was in Thoroughly Modern Millie last year and I loved it. I've always loved performing and I love singing and dancing. It's almost the same feeling as going for a long run, it just feels good. Anyway, I've been pretty sure about auditioning again this year and then I noticed that they're holding auditions at BYU this year.
Heart sinking, fear rising.
The fear of failure (we're all familiar with it) is the nasty, red monster, not to be confused with a nasty, green monster. Going up against incredibly talented people like that? No, senor.
But... I'll still do it. Mostly because now if I don't I run the risk of having angry bloggers coming after me, and who wants that????
Take THAT you nasty, red monster.
1 comment:
are you serious?? that stinks! i won't be back, unfortunately. T is starting school this summer in SLC, so I'll be happily working up here while he's away down there for half of the week. bummer!
PS. They know you so why wouldn't they let you in?! No reason, that's why.
PPS. Love ya hon!
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